The things i have done for you what i have almost lost for you i try to make it so unnoticeable to you cause it really doesn't mean as much as you do to me my friends they will always be there no matter how mad they get they might hate me for being so stupidly in love with you but they do not understand the situation i am in
I love you and i am not scared to admit that, me the one person that hides her feelings even from myself to finally admit and say it so freely is a big deal and the thought of loosing you would just break my heart i am who i am and i chose to be with you despite the actions you have taken despite what i have done that was heartless and i Had no joy or laughter in my stupidity and although you hurt me so much i know i hurt you and made you wonder if you were truly loosing me and the thought that you might be scared not only you but me as well i knew what i wanted you were the one that wasn't so sure which makes me wonder were you ever really in love with me i believed everything no questions asked and i gave you the benefit of the doubt i really hope there is no lies in your words because i am trusting you to take care of my heart and soul
