University Love

Since I've arrived I've learnt how my love was blind,
Besides the formulas and equations that I must know,
And how to take care of myself living alone in this life
Besides all that I've learned that my love was blind.

Leaving you, having to learn how to kiss you goodbye
Was the first challenge that my new life made me face,
Secondly was making this room, this desk, my home
And lastly but worst of all was trying to let you go.

I talked, I wrote and I cried to my heart's content,
But even after a week, a month my heart still shakes
And it grows hard, cold as stone towards other girls
Yet swells and ebbs that same day when you I call

Even most basic instincts have slowly become lost,
Drowned by emotions my hunger, my lust, my wants.
Only my purpose remains and keeps me focused
And drives me on and on through the loveless days.

All this time spent alone, I've not felt a hostile touch
And I have not asked for something only you have.
I have not wanted for any other girl's beautiful hair.

I've not been weakend by their smiles and their laughs
The little games and tricks they'll inoccently forever play.
But I play hopelessly along, still trying to find what I first lost.