The story's ending.

The beating of my heart
when their\\\\\\\'s nothing to feel
the running through my mind
when it all seems unreal.

To live this life
seems somewhat of a waste
the sadness and the hurt
my life soon becomes unlaced

The appearance of my life
looks good in someone else\\\\\\\'s eyes
But they don\\\\\\\'t see the pain and hurting inside of me
they don\\\\\\\'t see that inside, i just die

To let go of it all
seems go be the easiest thing
Especially the crying...the sadness...and most of all..the screaming!

The tears and sorrow
will pass by and come again
when all this hurting will stop..
I don\\\\\\\'t know when

So now ill keep going
ill go on with each day
thinking of everything
my whole life will replay.

So life is just a book
that you have to live to get and ending
my life is true,
there will be no more pretending