He left me hanging.

The pain in my heart,i cannot even start to explain.I love him but hate him,because he left my hanging.
I lie awake,feeling my eyes will break.I lie and cry until I fall asleep.I dream of him knowing it could never be.
I'm in love with him,I will always be.But for some reason,I hate him for leaving me.
I have known him for many years.I remember everyday he would come over.
We would talk till dusk,every time I would fall more in love with him.
And now I'm aching,because my heart has been breaking.I love him but I cannot tell him. I see him every day,but do not speak to him.
I wait for him to speak to me,but he never does.
I cry inside,my heart breaking even more every day.
Tearing me apart,from the inside out.
I love him more than I hate him,even though he left me hanging.

I love you Devin Morton!!!!!!! Ever since I met you 5 years ago i have loved you,but you broke my heart.

PS* this is my first poem,pleas don't laugh.