Even though I know, I wish I didnt.
I wish he felt the same,
I wish I had a chance,
I wish he would just give me a glance.
Even though we dont know, I think every thing will just stay the same.
He talked before, but why not now?
I know I always will.
Things could be different.
I would have so much to gain.
But I know I cant deal with any more pain.
Every time hes around Im not sain.
Maybe because hes the first,
maybe because I fell to fast.
Every one said it wouldnt last.
I wish it wasnt like this, and I could shrug it all off.
Act like it ment nothing.
I wish It would all work out, or I could just go back.
Nothing would compare.
I wish I just didnt care.
