Letting Go

Its so hard to sit here and tell you how I feel...
That I no longer love you like I once did
I never wanted to say good bye
But Its came down to this
The hurt the pain
Its like all of this is just a game
A game with scores or heartache and hurtful words
I loved you with all my heart and soul but things change over time just like people do
I guess thats why I here and starting something new
I think of you often
you seem to creep into my mind
but I push you back and
put on a fake smile
I never wanted to see us fall
But I dont feel the way I once felt about you
So I'm letting go....
Which is something so hard
but holding is something I can not do
I can't let you see the pain all of this is causing me I must stand strong I can't be seen as weak in your eyes
All i know is that Ill never forget
our laughs cries smiles sighs
Ill never forget anything
you were a major part of my life
And really this pain cuts me
like the dull blade of a knife
I hope you know itll be over soon
the pain will go away our hearts will heal and we will move on
thats why Im letting go