I DiDnT WaNt 2 Lov3 U

Lonely hearts cover the ground
as I'm circling around
pushing so far away from you
hands over my ears wont believe its true
head down every time i see you walk by
knees on the ground head up trying not to cry
always having that fake less smile seems so real
as i block myself wont let my heart feel
not seeing that through it all
i just didn't want you to see me fall
what gets me the most from it all through
i was just trying not to fall in love with you
heart racing it hurts while i keep all those things i wish i could tell
but once already you've gave me a reason and i fell
so as i let myself spin until i hit the ground
I'm sorry that you've let me down
staying up nights after nights in confusion
letting all my dreams turn into all illusion
and never knowing that I'm just afraid remember i tried
because once before i gave away my heart and almost dead
but what gets me the most about all Ive tried to do
the one you didn't know was i didn't want to fall in love with you
now left on the floor watch as I'm bleeding
close your ears now I'm screaming
you took away all i had inside of me
now torn into pieces i have to see
I'm trying to find what Ive lost from you
love wasn't something i was trying to do