Stolen Innocence

Never did my feelings once matter,
All you seemed to care about is your chance,
The only question that ever pondered your mind,
Was "How can I get her in bed?"
I was never any one too special,
Just a girl you wanted to explore a bit better..

Hoping and praying what people said about you was false,
Wanting to be the one to change you,
Slowly I started to open up,
Only to have my heart broken,
Becoming another number is all I'll ever be..

You played with my mind,
Toyed with my emotions,
Made me believe I was a little more special,
You whispered sweet nothings in my ears,
Leading me to believe I was special..

Never will I be the girl to change you,
You don't seem to care about any one,
Just yourself,
No worries of how many hearts your break or tears you cause,
As long as you reach your goal..

You robbed my pride,
My dignity,
You made me another number,
Something you promised I'd never be,
Wishing I wasn't so naive to believe your lies..

One day you'll pay for my broken heart,
And the tears you caused me,
You are worthless,
And mean nothing,
I hope one day you rot in hell,
For all the pride you stole,
From naive girls like myself...

**this is a true story about myself.. the guy is an @$$.. its not really about first love.. although i did think i loved him at one point**