Soothing of the night that scares all what i am, wishing you were here and wishing you never ran.
the waves that calm me and show me what is real, death to the soul that that allows me not to feel.
warmth of the sun as it spreads across your face, i always want to see you and what you have to give to me, i never want to die, i never want to leave you
as crazy as you are and as wild as i seem, i am so sad and lonly, when you are not here with me.
one day you will see that i am more then you know, i am so much more that you bargained for.
as time goes on i have not decided what i want. i have not decided what to say
i am growing old and i am getting scared. if you never leave me, then who will they be with?
i am sorry for what i said, and i am sorry for what you read. my words are running fast with not much control of my thoughts.
so please dont mind the disturbing news and dont for get i love you.
