The 11th

I sit and stare at screen,
remember all of the more joyful things.

My heart is broke,bleeding,and cold.
Today is the 11th, our most greatful day.
The day we got together,and wanted forever to stay.

But we're not together,
not anymore.

We ended it some time ago,
but my heart is still sore.

My first love;this is too you.
I loved you so much
All of what i say is nothing more then true.

I still ache for your touch,your kiss,your love.
Just to be held,and told you'd never leave.

Times got rough, we fought through them.
To come out on top hand in hand.

I truly thought when you said you'd be with me forever;
Forever meant till death.
But sadly i was mistaken.

Now dating new people, i think
of you less and less.
But today my heart does cry with pain.

I wish thing's where differant, I'd still
love you all the same.

So remember our memories,the good and the bad.
Because that's all thats left.

As i sit and watch you go on,with a saddened heart.
Thats one too many times been torn apart.

Even if we're not together, my heart still beats painfully wishing it was with you.

{ I know it's not good but yea..today would have been our ann. but ): }