Spilled time on lies

You tell me things I want to believe,
he tells me things that are true.
It feels so unreal,
what he tells me, is nothing for you to do ..

Let me hold on to this,
Let me carry the pain a little longer.
Make sure I'll bend & break -
I realize that we were a mistake ..

Show me how,
to get rid of you
Tell me why -
I push away what's true .