Twitchy

Leather rope wrapped around my neck,
Tonight I know that they'll never check,
I wrap it around tightly to make it quick,
It will make such a snap it'll make you sick,
I get the ladder and hope to die,
Maybe then I can run from these lies,
my life is empty with no friends or hope,
All i have to do is jump and choke,
I cough up my own blood,
my eyes are popping,
I feel like I'm in a flood,
and my body just flopping,
It moves around with a sickening twist,
next to my thrashing body,
Is a note to my parents and a detailed list,
Now I wished that I kissed the girl that i missed,
but i know that shes gone and she ain't comin' back,
and now i realize i love her, how about that?
now its too late because the letters stuck with a tack,
on the wall next to me and I'm dyin' to reach it,
I wonder if they'll even get it.
Everything goes black and my lungs stop breathing,
my whole body's limp and my eyes are bleeding,
My pulse dies and i stop to look at myself,
damn, now i feel stupid,
I should have jumped off the shelf...