Why do I have to feel this way inside,
Everyday I wish that I could just vanish and hide,
I keep this brave face on to not make a fuss,
I'm sick of been the one that kicks up all the dust,
I know that I'm the one that pushed you away,
I've never forgiven myself for that stupid, stupid day,
I made a huge mistake that I'm very sorry for,
I just wish that I could take it back and open and unlock that door,
I know that your heart is locked, shut and sealed,
I just hope that I'm the girl that unlocks it once it's had the time to heal,
I know that you're still hurting and that I made it feel that way,
But I'll never ever stop loving you, each and every day,
You've had hold of my heart from the very first day we met,
As soon as I looked you in the eyes I knew that my heart was set,
I know that you probably don't want to hear the words that I have to say,
Words like I love you more and more, every single day,
There's things about you that I will never forget,
Things that no one else will pick up and that I can bet,
Little things like when you're about to cry how your bottom lip quivers,
And how when I nibble your ear and kiss your neck the way that you shiver,
I'll never forget the kisses from your lips, so tender but pure,
The hugs from your arms and how everything they cure,
The way that I feel with you, like I'm finally complete,
It's like everytime I'm in your arms my heart skips a beat,
Or what about how you're annoying and can drive me up the wall,
But even though you seem to do this it's still for you that I fall,
I'll especially miss your voice when you say that you love me,
Because when I hear those words I know, it's with you forever that I want to be,
There's so many things about you that I'll hold in my heart,
And there's one thing I'm sure of, that I never want us to be apart,
If there's one thing to remember about me then please remember this,
I'll never ever stop loving you and I just pray you'll be my last kiss.
