In the hospital

Opened my eyes to a familiar face
Was cold though in an unfamiliar place
Cold sterile and quite alone
Unaware of the scars left to be shown
Blurred vision and unclear thoughts
As i learn what i payed for i feel the cost
I blink my eyes a couple times trying to be fast
Maybe i can close my eyes and blink back to the past
The room begins to slowly spin out of control
I gotta figure this out gain back my hold
Juggling my fears, insecurities and anger
I close my eyes and found a stranger
The blackend room now seems to be grey
so i bowed my head down took a deep breath and decided to pray..

This written regaurding the day i awoke to find i was paralyzed. I was in a car accident and broke my back and changed my life forever.....

this was due to drunk driving not on my part but some one else who is up and walking....

my life is changed but God has been with me all the way. Even in such tragedy God has blessed me amazingly and continues to do so!