Broken memory

Why do my memories make you so true?
Why do I forget the things you didnt do?
I shouldnt feel lonely and abandond again
wondering if youll return how, where and when
my tears should not run down my face uncaught
& you should still be as wonderful as i honestly thought
i should be sure the words you spoke were real
i should not be tearful and depressed over the disapointment i feel
i should not even have the time to express this emotion to words
but this is the effect when someones actions are so obsurd
i shouldnt have any love for the person you have chosen to be
but there is a differance between who you are and and my broken memory...

+my tears can only mean to you what youre grown enough to understand+