Self mutilation

I cut my wrist cut them deep,
Can't believe I've become so weak.
I use to be able to fight the temptation,
But this heartbreak has lead me to self mutilation.
But I'm going to keep on smiling so you'll think everything is fine,
But ask anyone of my girls you've got me going out of my mind.

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