Nothing left to say

Nothing left to say
Nothing left to do
I messed up everything
and now I am stuck without you.

I am so very stupid
I wish i could take everything back
But what I have done
Is stab you in the back

I am a cold hearted person
that I will admit
but we grew together
Thats something I wont forget

What I have done
I will never get by
But now you hate me
because I lied.

There is no reason
for what I have done
I can\\\'t live without you
Life isn\\\'t as fun.

I know you hate me
because what I did
But forever and always
Is something we can\\\'t forget

you can say you have moved on
and tell yourself we are through
but everything we have said
are things that can\\\'t be moved.

They can\\\'t be moved from your mind
sorry to say it but you are stuck
with the thought of me
losing your trust

I know things wont be the same
And things will never go back
But if I could
I would take everything back.. Like that!!!

~To john~