Why am I not with you?

Why i'm not with you,
I don't know why,
When I can't see you,
I wanna cry.

Everytime someone brings up your name,
My heart races, but it's not the same.

I'm not sure if you know how I feel,
Everytime I look at you it's just unreal.

I love how God is number one in your life,
That's the guy I want to be with,
I'm sure that's what you want in your wife.

I want to tell you just how I feel,
but I think you will with think that it isn't real.

I've never been able to say that I love a guy,
but now I can,
and it's not a lie