Fate is so hard to find

When is it you will open your eyes and see
fate twists my eyes to look at whats in front of me
no confidence holds me back
i want you to look at me and see not what i lack

i will try when I'm able
to fight for you and maybe
i hope i win my loosing streak must stop
everyone wonders why i love you, i wonder why not

true love finds its way of giving signs
to each half in front of their eyes iv seen so many which proves fate is real
should i ask whats with you whats the f**king deal?

can you not let me in, i know I'm not good enough for you
but i need to prove to you dreams are true
last time i knew something would go wrong
it felt too good, got scared, i knew i wasn't the one

every time i turn around i loose the silver lining
my hearts faced down and i know I'm dying
my reflection stares, tells me to die
fire in my eyes how stupid am i?

my life needs no more deceit
how much more do i need to bleed
when Will i get paid for the crunch in my hands
cause theres not much more hell i can withstand

so much to give i can no longer wait
i must give myself to you before its too late
iv always been honest to you, at least i thought
I'm telling you now, telling you the lot

i love you and always will, i mean it
pain disappears when i see your shadows movement
i cannot be angry at you, i need you
i have no patience when i know its true
i love everything about you, all the little things
i just needed to tell you before my heart starts to scream