I just keep lying

I saw you again today and it killed me inside.
I just wanted to run away and hide.
I saw you look at me again today and I ignored you
I didnt want you to hear my heart shattered in two.
When I didnt smile when I saw you I lied
And then when you touched me I thought I died.
I watched you for a while today I couldnt look away
As you walked away I was really hoping you would stay.
Im afraid to admit that youre in each of my thoughts
And when you look my way it ties my stomach in knots
What Im trying to say is I am simply a liar
Just a glimpse of you seams to set my heart on fire.
When I ignore you its because I cant find the words to say
So instead I lie more and just run away.
Maybe one day Ill tell you how I feel
I wish I knew why it had to be my heart you decided to steal.