If you didnt

I understand to have us both,
you had to lie,
you had to pretend,
you had to play games,
make us paranoid,
you had to cheat,
we had to cry,
you had to hurt,
i understand to have us both,
you had to break my heart,
but i dont see,
why did you say u loved me?
it wouldnt of hurt as much if you didnt.