I Don't Understand

You've hurt me more than you'll ever know
a million tears I've shed
the loneliness of every night
the emptiness and dread

If only I could understand you
find a reason why
was it that you hated me
or did the love you have just die

My mind keeps turning over
a thousand thoughts keep filing through
why are you having his baby
was there anything more I could do

All these things I think of
now that your no longer here
and still for some stupid reason
I hold you very dear

My love for you hasn't faded
just the pain inside grown more
and I don't think I'll ever understand
just why you walked out the door