Im confused

You tell me you luv me but then i see or hear that you with another bit*h: (
you tell me you wont cheat on me but im trying to call you and your phone is off.
you tell me you miss me and that you want to see me but when u have the chance 2 see me u make excuses dat u cant!
you are breaking my heart and tearing me apart,im trying to stop crying 4 u but it really hurts i jus wish u can get out my life 4-eva!
i dont know who or what to belive,all those things i hear about you and your "chia"you tell me is a lie but then i hear you in her house.

this is based 4 real if anyone has any advice 4 me please comment me: (