Someone

Head in my hands,
and heart in the trash
the scene so familliar
just old and rehashed.
All that i live for\'s
just reasons to laugh
all that surrounds me is
all i cant have.

A hundred, a thousand,
a million or more,
mocking faces
knock me to the floor.
The anguish, the pain,
of faces that swore
to love me forever
don't love anymore.

Cause all that i want
and all that i need
is someone to be there
at all times for me.
Someone, somehow
who is able to see
the things that i am
and the things i could be.

Some that appreciates,
somebody that cares,
someone that always
tries to be there.
Someone that looks past
the scars that i bear,
and loves me for me,
not the mask that i wear.

And it seems that they're always,
always so near.
But when i reach for them,
they just disappear.
And sometimes it seems
that the message is so clear,
i'll never have them,
they'll never be here.

By: Robin Parmer

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