Forgive me

I stare and fixate my dark pupils on them
Anger and hurt running through my bones
I love them more than you will ever know
Yet nothing will stop me from making their bodies lifeless
Yes i know them
I have stalked them in my mind for many a year
As days go by i fall in love with them even more
But i shall love them more in death
................
The time has come
i dont know why they call me daddy
I dont know why i am doing this
All i know
Is i died a long time ago

Please forgive me...................
Not in death
But in mind