Tell Him I Love Him and Not to Cry

Blood may fall from my harm
But I'm in no alarm
And there may be a knife in my hand
With just the right kind of brand
You may call me crazy
But really I'm just lazy

There are to many fears
locked inside me
And there is to many tears
that I cry
And to much pain
Locked in my heart
And I got nothing else to gain

I'm scared
That maybe he have never cared
From the beginning to the end
Maybe all he wanted was a girlfriend
To kiss and hug
To bug and snug

So poke my skin
With the blade deep in
It was me
It didn't seem to be
I did him wrong so many times
And it would all add up to more than 2 dimes

So blood starts hiting the floor
All I wanted was him to love me more
For him to forgive me
To be like we use to be

If I die
Do not lie

Tell him I love him and not to cry