Cried Myself A River

You never really knew me,
I know it's not your fault,
I was the one who blocked,
From becoming to close.

I cried myself a river,
That I'm gonna get through..
I'm tired of this hurt,
Not knowing what to do.

I was scared of you,
More than anyone else,
Even know you loved me,
Looked after me the most.

I am the biggest fool,
I ruined my own life.
It's my fault we didn't wdid
My fault you are now gone.

The pain in my chest,
Is becoming a pest,
This self hate inside,
Is too strong to wrest.

But I cried myself this river
And I'm gonna get through..
'Cause I'm tired of this hurt,
Not knowing what to do.