Rele gone

U tell me dat u styl care 4 me
but i kno dat u rele dnt
u tel me thngz wil get beta
but i kno dat dey rele wont

u say everythngz guna b ok
but i kno da rel truth
n dat iz no mata how hard i tri
i dnt thnk il eva b completely ova u

if dis iz all mi fault
i hav 2 kno y
n if itz cuz of da past
u need 2 push it aside

i need 2 kno y it happened
n how we ended up diz way
wil i eva b able 2 fix dis?
wil it eva truely b ok?

i kno i was immature
n i kno dat i fuked up
ive apologized a million tymes
but sumhow i guess das not enuff

u say 2 me we can styl b frendz
as if nutn had gone rong
but how am i supposed 2 do dat
n pretend as if nutn happened all along

i cant even luk u in da eyes
without bringin up da past
i can barely stand 2 giv u a hug
as i remember everythng we once had

i dont wanna jus 4get everythng
n 4get i eva even knew u
but havin 2 pretend nutn iz rong
iz not n ez thng 2 do

i gave u mi heart
i gave u mi all
n u jus sat dere
n watched me fall

ive dun thngz i shuldnt hav dun
n i gues dats styl in da bac of ur mind
but if i didnt rele care bout u
den rite now i wuldnt b wasting my tyme

ill neva b able 2 face dis
n il neva b able 2 move on
knwin dat diz iz al mi fault
n 4 da first tyme ur rele gone