I want you here

Writing \'i love r.n\' on the roof of my mouth with my tounge.
singing slow love songs that have never been dared to be sung.
dancing around on my tippy tippy toes.
how deep is this love? it defenitely shows.
all of my smiles and laughs are associated with you.
my life would be so dark if i found someone new.
i want to love you forever, love you till the end.
i want to call you my, only my boyfriend.
i want to hold you in my arms tonight.
i want to be with you because you make me feel right.
i imagine your lips pursed up against mine.
i imagine our kiss, it is oh mighty fine.
but at the end of the day, it is all a dream.
you are not mine, we are not a team.
my singing and dancing is pointless, energys going to waste.
my hapiness is not complete unless its your lips i can taste.
my smiles and laughs last minimal time.
is it even worth it writing this rhyme?
loving you forever would only be a chore.
and youll never be mine, never in future and never before.
i will never feel those lips of yours on my lips so smooth.
you will never be in my arms, ill never feel your body move.
i want you here and i want you to never to leave.
our pulling at my hearts strings, heaveheaveheave.
suddenly youve pulled to hard, my hearts out of my chest.
bloods lying everywhere, but m hearts at its best.
my hearts in your hands, in your hands for you to keep.
but im not here anymore, for this i wish youd weep.
my love meant nothing to you, nor does my heart.
you think im a fruitcake or a fricking tart.
but i dont care anymore, i suppose i cant.
you playing with me has broke me, hurt me is hwat you shant.
im here in hell watchng you on earth and i want you here.
not so im with you, not for payback, but just so youll see running down my cheek, a tear.
i want you here