When I started writing this one...I was feeling really bad b/c the guy in my Poem really did ruin my life and things have only gotten worse. So this is not my best poem
The things I had hoped for
The things you never said
Did nothing but make the voices
Start screaming in my head
I am afraid I still love you
But you’re oblivious to my pain
All I ask, is for you to hold me
And never let it happen again
I try to hide my pain
And you seem to believe
But in the end I\\\'m crying
I guess I\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'m just too weak
It\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'s hard but I have learned
To hold my feelings inside
But it really gets hard to hide
When everyday you want to cry
Despite what you\'ve said
Despite what you haven\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'t said
My love for you
Still lingers in my head
But then
You walk into the room
With her
Hanging all over you
I look away
I feel like I\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"m only hiding
Then again I feel
I could start crying
But soon I come back
And the voices in my head
Suddenly disappear
Inside I feel dead
To make my friends not worry
I try to smile everyday
That\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'s how I wish my life could be
Smiling everyday
When I\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'m feeling sad
That\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'s just what i do
Practice smiling
Hoping you would too
But the side of me
You don’t know
Is the side
People don’t want to know
It\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'s the side
That absorbs the pain
It\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'s my side
That will always cause pain
