I just want you

U call me when I'm busy, always ready to chill
u constantly nag about me not being real
u ask for the reasons why i cry
after every glimpse i catch of your eye
its not easy holding the emotions i carry for you
its not the same when i kiss, theres just no other dude
to replace your big lips or your soft brown skin
I've memorized every indent of your face from your forehead to your chin
i could find you in the dark in a crowded room
i could feel the heat of your body even when I'm not with you
don't ask me why i cry, don't ask me to be real
these tears to my heart is something i don't wanna feel
besides i cant tell u what i feel, remember i once tried
i told you what i felt, admitted my crush, and u never replied
you call me your nigga, as if i was your boy
we argue all the time, i feel i bring you no joy
maybe thats y i cry with every glimpse of your face
i wanna tell you that my heart will never replace
a FRIEND that has treated me the way you do
i just want your arm around me, to help me get through