Trying To Understand

Sometimes I just don't understand the things that you do,
They often make me question whether or not you are true.

You make me questiong if your a player or for real,
It's amazing the things you make me feel.

I hate it when I can't say a word,
Sometimes you make me feel like such a nerd.

When we fight and you ignore me,
Its the worst can't you see?

I lay here and wonder why you don't call,
It makes me wonder if you even care at all.

I look at the pictures of you and I,
They bring tears to my eyes and make me want to cry.

I think of all the memories we have made,
But then I ask myself "Am I just getting played"?

I've had my heart broken before,
But it seems repeatedly want to throw it on the floor.

I just want things between us to work out,
Without you in my life I would not survive no doubt.

I love you with all my heart,
And I know that something like this could never tear us apart.