Heart and hurt

I am haunted by the memories of you.
words left unspoken, and secrets kept.
no matter what happened or may have had.
i won't regret the memories of you.

letters left unwritten and unsent.
i continue to write and hold a pen.
just to feel the hurt and comfort.
of losing, of being lost, and of letting go.

tunes left alone with no words.
and words left alone with no tune.
i found neither a reason to stop writing.
nor to continue crumpling.

memories kept on haunting me.
i got so used to crying on my own.
and now i am tired of drowning.
in my own sea of tears, im dying.

tears left hanging in my eyes.
waiting for their right time to drop.
so used to hiding and pretending.
that now, i am unable to.

i, am left hanging, and drowning.
left alone, unseen, and unremembered.
ashamed of myself i cover my face.
and begin to die.