My biggest regret..

When I Talked to you that first time I had loved you from the start.
You made me forget about your imperfections and flaws and led me right to your heart.
You held me so tightly, right by the hand
You knew I wouldnâ??t leave you after all, you were my man

You gave me everything, as did i
There was nothing that you could do that would make me cry
Not one flaw, or piece of past
Could tear us apart, we were meant to last

I didnt worry about the days that we'd fight
Because it would end up being an argument that I win you back with all my might
And when I didn't, you came back to me
You saw the sadness in my eyes and heart that no one else could see

Thats why that one shocking day
I told you that I loved you
You answered the same and called me your boo
I felt warm hearted as if you where there to help shield me and conquer my fears
We both knew we'd last long, for many many years.

But as turns out you were the senior hottie
You stood up at school people looked at you as if you were john gotti
A leader, not a bad one but someone everyone respected
And you'd hurt a girl if she felt rejected

Yet no one knew about me
I was your dirty little secret
I don't know why, how could you keep it
I knew you were trustworthy but you crossed the line
I saw you at the theatres, did you think I was blinde?

You told her to ditch the movie cause you were getting bored
But thats not it you wanted her more than me..
She gave you what you wanted cause you knew I wouldn't go that far
And when she made you feel good you forgot about me

About the love, respect and loyalty our relationship had
And everything else that just made me glad
You forgot about my feelings which I have too
And you stopped calling me the one thing I loved..your boo

I hated that it was ending this way
And I knew that everything in my world would turn grey
You didn't even know that I knew about her
You just assumed that I would never find out

Oh I found out and I kept it to myself
Made it seem like all was well
Still told you I love you because I still do
But I had a funny feeling that she would ruin it too

She'd show up one of those days and act like she doesnâ??t know you
And then I had another feeling hatred which grew..
Both for you and her because I knew what you've done
And then a couple of months later she told you that you two were having a son

You were shocked and wanted me back for keeps
But I wasn't a toy and I wouldnâ??t let you push my buttons..
After all I let you and look whats happened
Your gonna help her raise your son
And ill leave you two for eachother
And don't try calling me. Don't even bother
You took what I had and threw it away and got stuck with something you never wanted

So this is the end, and you'll remember what I said
I'm so heart broken that I'm wishing I was dead
And I'm not gonna fall for you ever again or even commit suicide to have you regained..
Like you said were meant to be together, so why have you pushed me apart??
Why do I want to stay away from you and forget everything from the start
Start out fresh not knowing you
And regret ever saying that I love you.