Thought i loved u

Wuts hidden behind the brown
eye-screaming in,
reaching out
only to be heard

but not a word
passes my lip-syncing
to tha song of my life

stuck in strife
anguish and fear-ocious
girls starting drama

cus they mama
didnt teach them no better

wishing to be better
than that mama
but doing nothing different
nothing for themsel-fishness

overcomes the generosity
that we all like to think we posses-devilishness
becomes the we

the we becomes the they

the they becomes the i

and i...

am the devil

hidden in lies
my eyes
tell the truth
hidden in lies
my eyes
tell the truth

u can see it in my f.a.c.e
not FACING these truths

u can feel it in my g.r.i.p
not GRIPPIN onto reality

u can hear it in my v.o.i.c.e
not VOICING my opinions

i turn my b.a.c.k
not BACKING up my thoughts

i t.h.o.u.g.h.t i loved you....