Unwanted Feelings.

Unwanted feelings.

Unwanted feelings;
eating away at my mind.
If I don't understand them now,
What will become of them over time?

Everyone knows that I love you,
yet you don't seem to care.
Half of the time I wonder,
If you even realize I'm there.

Unwanted feelings;
they never leave me be.
And yet I still seem to ask myself;
"What does he think of me?"

Word gets around quickly,
that I love you with all of my heart.
But this I have never told anyone;
I have loved you from the start.

I am so confused right now,
These feelings are tearing me apart.
Why does this seem so difficult?
I just have to listen to my heart.

I guess my heart can't tell me anything.
And not everything it tells me if true.
I guess all my simple hopes are gone.
Because I am not fit for you.