The First step

Looking at you
is like taking the first look at the snow when you are young,
exited..not knowing what it is...
wanting to find out more.
Stepping into the snow for the first time is like touching you...
tingly feeling...numbness..wanting to touch more.
Talking to you is like swallowing two big snakes-
tickly... frightened.
Being with you is like having a spiderweb around my heart and catching everyword you say to me and never letting them go
until you let go of me
and the web shatters
and the heart breaks.