Mistrust

Broken heart was what I suffered left thinking I was nothing to you like you felt that every think I had done was never good enough

My heart was mending so I thought but I still feel broken still feel that little hole that remains that hole in trust the hole in my heart stirs again

I don/t want this feeling of mistrust I can not shake it, it/s under my skin, behind my eyes and worst of all always in my thoughts

What can I do, it hurts me so much. You going to spend a whole weekend with girls to practise love songs that should not scare me but it does I should trust them as they are my friends.

I thought I was over it past all the grief of having my heart ripped apart because I love you so but its still there I don/t want it.

Fights after fight after fight after fight is all we have now except when we @?@?
We always fall out and it/s just making my hole bigger and bigger and it will not be long till me heart rips and bleeds.

But what can I do to make this go away and why has it come back

CAN I TRUST YOU????
I love you still and will always