I mean nothing

I thought I did something to help her
But now I see it was nothing

I tried to speak positive things
But none of it worked

Im talking to her now
But the right words just can’t come out

She digs the knife whenever she feels sad
I can’t help but cry and feel the pain she’s going through.

I think that I haven’t been there
And maybe I should pray

I feel as though I could have helped
But the thought of the scars up and down her arms
Make me feel sad I think that she needs me
But I haven’t cared

As I write this my hands get so wet
For the crying doesn’t stop
The pain in my tummy doesn’t go away

I feel as though my world has crashed
And not because of my friend
For I might have stopped her

She’s done it again
And all that’s happening is im feeling sicker
I can’t get it off my mind

I really need to talk to her
But she won’t answer back.

I love her with all my heart
But no matter how many time I say this
She doesn’t get the message.

Listen to me god and help me be there
For whatever I can do to help I want to.