I dont want to love you

Whenever we talk you say you love me
whenever we touch you say you need me
but yet you look into her eyes like they are the sea
and you tell hr you will never be free

from what she says
and then you reply with your cornish line
from loving you that is
but i thought i was your wine

sweet and addicting
not painful and constricting
how many times have you said i was your only one?
how many other hearts have you won?

i\'m so confused
and lost between love and hate
do you do this to be amused
WELL i hope you have a great date with kate

but please i just cant bare
to feel like i need to strke you hair
or even kiss you on a stair
i dont want to feel like we have to be a pair

i dont want to feel those tears running down my face
but even though i feel this way
in my heart you will always have a place
and this pain i will have to pay