It's Hard to think of you

It's hard to say "I love you" and not draw back in tears.
It's hard to know that your not there to help me face my fears.
It's hard to know the phones at reach but I can not hear your voice.
It's hard to know that this time breaking up was not my choice.
It's hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside.
It's hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide.
It's hard to live wihtout you when I need you more than words,
To want to scream how much I love you, but hold back and not be heard.
It's hard to go to sleep at night when I can only dream of you.
It's hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new.
It's hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song.
It's hard to sit and wonder, where did I go wrong?
It's hard to live without you, if I only would have known
I will never love another, I would rather be alone.