Love Again

I was in love one time.
i was young and it felt like fate,
but after loving the same person for 4 years, my love for him turned into hate.
u see, everything was good at first
he was everything I dreamed of
and the cutest part about this is
that B4 him, I didn't even believe in love
With him I was whole, he made me feel complete,
But at that time I didn't know
that with him I wasn't me.
i lost myself in him, I became what I said I wouldn't.
so many times I wanted 2 leave him
but I didn't cause I couldn't.
My heart said 2 stay, but my said 2 go
i didn't know what 2 do, my whole body froze.
it was up 2 me. I had 2 make a choice.
but wen it came time to make my decision, it was then i had no voice.
inside of my on body, my mind is where i felt alienated
this guy capitalized me, and 4 that i started 2 hate him.
i didn't what 2 hate him because part of me was still in love,
but I didn't want 2 stay living like that
so i decided i had enough.
leaving U at that time was the hardest thing I had 2 do
but still it had 2 B done cause what we had wasn't true.
so because of that, trying 2 love 4 me is at it's end,
and because of him, I don't think that I'll be ever able 2 love again.

ll: Please comment. this was about my ex-Boo Tone.