Did he ever really love me?

I loved him once
i loved him twice
he did not understand how much he meant to me
i cried once not twice he hurt me broke my heart and i wish i could go back to him a second time but the pain that he caused me made me a little stronger cause if it doesn't kill you it just makes you stronger i never really believed in that until now evil eyes and human hearts forgotten love not to be disturbed put behind ready to let go realizing true love lost, first love lost i will miss how much i loved him the question now is did he ever really love me?