Im sorry for hurting you

Where do I start with this apology
I know I hurt you in the past
I know I just turned my head
To never look back
Not showing a care in the world
About how you felt
But deep down inside I did
Knowing I loved you
Scared me so I did what I do best
I ran away
From the one thing
That made me happy
For the first time in my life
You showed me what
Life was all about
I wished everyday that someday
I would forgive myself along
With you forgiving me too
To give me one last chance
I know you gave me your heart
&& I tore it to pieces
But in away I felt like
I was mending my broken
Heart back together
From something you
Had no intentions on doing
But I just let you become
My world && once you
Were gone I had nothing
Because you were my everything
I know I should of never done
What I did
&& I know theres no words
To make up for it
But this is the least I can do
Here Is my apologies to you...