Your laugh makes me smile

As I arrive at school, I see you sitting on the ground.
But as that girl was passing,
She saw me looking at you
So I quickly turned around.

She goes and sits next to him.
I look back, they are laughing.
My eyes fill up with tears.
My view gets dim.

School did not even start yet and you have made me cry.
The bell rings and we go to class.
You do not see me when I pass.
As I get to my seat, you walk right by.

The bell rings again and it is lunch time.
I get to my locker to grab my lunch
I turn around and there you are.
Is it just me or do you really shine?

I really like you but I am scared to admit it.
But whenever I see you with her,
I stop and quit.

It feels as if I do not exist.
But tomorrow is just another day
That I will have to hide my fist.