You looked at me
I looked at you
You turned away quickly
You smiled at me
I couldnt look at you
You turned away smiling
I smiled passed you
You glared at me
I turned away crying
I still dont know
I wish i knew
How you feel inside.
I try to talk to you
You never try at all
You pretend that im not there
I looked at you
You never knew
Why\'d i think you\'d care?
I talked to your friend
You watched me with disdain
I almost cried in your prescence
You called my name
I didnt hear you
That was the last time for that
Maybe ...just maybe you love me
I know i love you
Maybe...just maybe you pretend you dont know me
Because you\'re too afraid of what i\'ll do
Maybe....just maybe you cant stand me or anything i live for
Are you gay? is that it? Why can\'t you just love me? You\'re gay....thats it...god, why\'d i have to love you?...
All this time you\'ve deceived my heart...all these things are true; the smiling, the crying...i know you may not be gay...but thats my cover up...so my heart doesnt completely die...
Maybe...just maybe....this is just how i cope with your unrequited love...
