Drowning my lungs with water,
could stop my pain.
Because loving you is the hardest thing I had to do.
& not breathing still doesn't make my heart stop beating,
because your love is so strong.
I want my heart back,
I want it inside of me.
Because when I look at you,
your love isn't worth it for me.
& you telling me, " I love you " over the phone,
isn't the same as saying it in person.
The only thing holding me back from saying "I love you",
Is the distance.
But the distance makes me want to see you even more.
Because the love I feel for you is so strong,
That I can't stand up straight.
My heart is racing so hard,
Writing this to you,
And the last thing I want to say before I die is "I love you."