Wishes

I guess i didnt matter,
Today i fell and broke,
Tried picking myself up,
Fell more, started to choke.

What have i done so wrong,
Loving you was all i did,
Left to drown in my tears,
I ran far away and i hid.

I'll never be with you,
No matter how much i want it,
Cos you just dont love me,
Without you my lifes sh*t.

Your gonna leave me i know,
Crying seems all i ever do,
I just wanna be with you,
And wished you loved me too.

I wish for so many things,
Like you saying "i love you",
Or "i wanna be together".
I just dont know what to do.

I'll leave you alone now,
No matter how much it kills,
Or how much im gonna cry,
No matter what i feel.

~ I know not one of my best ~

Note To My Love:

I know your reading this, i love you and i do wanna be with you more then anything. I wanna marry you and spend the rest of my life with you. I just wished you would say yes. Nothing would change my mind. I guess i just live in a dream....