I realize now that I'm difficult and it's been something I didn't always see,
I still don't understand why he doesn't love me.
I've made it clear that he has opened my eyes to a lot of my wrongs
even still i feel as if I'm walking on prongs.
I'll try to talk about anything just for conversation but i never seem to say anything right
and all i feel is a very bad sensation.
I want him to touch me all of the time
I want him to caress me and hold me and tell me everything is fine.
He tells me these feelings are out of line and in one foul swoop I fell like I've committed a crime.
I'd settle for just some of his time he tells me thats difficult when my moods can change at the drop of a dime.
Hopefully soon he will realize how much I love him and maybe feel the same for me
For if it takes much longer I'm not sure I'll be able to ever heal.
