Staring out the window, looking at the stars, thinking to myself how could have i fallen for your lies
You made me believe that i was the only one. you made me believe that we would last for so long
Now I'm staring at the stars tears rolling down from my eyes and i raise my hands to god and i surrender myself to god.
I thought you were the only guy i could depend on, but now i see i can only depend on myself.
I must stay strong i cant break down, i owe it to myself cause i put up with you.
I should've kicked you out, i should've locked the door, but i let you stick around, and buddy that was hurt.
Your not worth the tears that i have cried your not worth all those sleepless nights.
I drained the bottles, i popped those pills, i skipped school, cause the thought of you was killing me,
i hurt myself but now i see i must stay strong,
I can only depend on me.
